what just happened?

I opened up Blogger from my PC at work (surely that's not what they pay me for) and a box popped up, as they will. So I'm filling it, and will hit "Publish" which is one of 6 options available to me in this format. In case you cared.

Things I've realized today:

1. I have a really hard time writing the way I talk, which means that my writing has to suck--because I know I'm a good talker.

2. Miracles can happen if you make a really funny eBay posting. Like fan clubs and writing assignments. Word.

3. My mental health is fragile, and that can be funny if given the proper spin. That is a relief, because at least now I can say that I've suffered for my art. Sorry everyone that has to deal with me when I'm being irritable with my Moderate-to-Severe Depression*

You should know: This is Day #2 with NO CAFFEINE. When do the headaches show up again? I'm going to get this monkey off my back for good. So if I'm irritable, it's the lack of caffeine not my mental disease to blame.

Gotta go see if my ride's ready to take me home. It's dark out, I'm hungry and I just may actually go to the gym and pretend that the weight I've lost isn't just the depletion of what little muscle I had remaining.

Cheers!


*Internet Diagnosis. Not intended to replace the opinion or treatment of a trained professional. If my health insurance was easier to decipher I could give you a better idea of what my damage REALLY is.